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oh look! finally a personal post from me after forever. i’ve decided that over the next few tuesdays i’m gonna get as dirty and as honest as i can get. i need a little outlet and i’ve turned that into reflecting on a certain part of my life. just giving you guys a little heads up cause it’s gonna be huge chunks of words. plus having a blog where i just reblog shit is a tad boring for me. anyways, enjoy your weekend everyone! xo.
anyone who is close to me knows i’m a cranky mean bitch when i’m starving.
almost 2 years. i think this is the longest time i’ve been single since the first time i started dating. over this period of time i’ve met some nice people who i just couldn’t find a romantic interest in. i’ve also caused my own pain by forgiving when i just shouldn’t have. surprisingly, this is the first time i’ve stopped looking for anything remotely romantic. i’m happy as i am. i don’t want or need another to complete me.
i won’t lie. it would be nice to have someone to snuggle up to, to pamper and to be pampered in return, etc but i’m not gonna settle for anyone who can’t accept me for who i am or change for another just cause i miss those things. neither am i going to go out of my way to look someone. i’ve grown a lot since my last ex and i’m incredibly proud of how far i’ve come.
i’m happy to have amazing friends and a family who will support and love me through my failures and successes. i think that is enough. if someone who complements me does come along, great. if he/she doesn’t things will still be great. i’m happy in the state i’m in now. finally.
bitches can keep hating.
i do this whenever i see a cute guy. well, something close. haha.
hahaha. it’s funny how this represents me.
been crying myself to sleep a lot recently.
